WHAT M I DOIN ???
How it came ? When will it go ? I am depressed ? I am excited ?It all started with love and ends with it! This feeling of being in LOVE is really weird ? So complicated ! So overwhelming! So overpowering!There exist a person/persons whose presence makes u feel better, may be best. No it’s not infatuation. It is not merely attraction. It is beyond it....the thing which is even difficult to feel....i can only feel some excitement, some restlessness, and some confusion!Love...i think is very essential. It changes you! It makes u feel good, think good, perform better as an individual. It makes u happy!Love is full of adventures. Why would anyone search for them if his own self (read mind) is playing such games with him ?All these were the manifestations of love but what it exactly is ? It is YOU my friend! b'coz u have made all this possible for me. Now i can feel it. Now i can think like this.
Sunday, January 15, 2006
INNER CONFLICTS
There are few moments in life when you try to escape from everything and do only one task that gives u pleasure. Thinking about yourself, your own life..... is something that we try to escape from as this discomforts us as we dont want to get off the goody goody things.
i had always tried to escape from that. I used to think earlier in a manner that what should i do that would not displease anyone around me and will earn appreciation for me. All this would put me in a situation where i found myself nowhere in any scene. That made me think should i change this attitude , or should i wait and see what all is there in HIS store for me.
A time came when i was lacking behind in everything. Be it studies , competition, girlfriends and the most important thing CONFIDENCE. One day i decided that i'll not let my life control me but i will again rise from scraps and show the world what kind of dignity i owe. M still in the process and m sure one day when the sun will rise saying... " GOOD MORNING CHANDAN". !!!!!
There are few moments in life when you try to escape from everything and do only one task that gives u pleasure. Thinking about yourself, your own life..... is something that we try to escape from as this discomforts us as we dont want to get off the goody goody things.
i had always tried to escape from that. I used to think earlier in a manner that what should i do that would not displease anyone around me and will earn appreciation for me. All this would put me in a situation where i found myself nowhere in any scene. That made me think should i change this attitude , or should i wait and see what all is there in HIS store for me.
A time came when i was lacking behind in everything. Be it studies , competition, girlfriends and the most important thing CONFIDENCE. One day i decided that i'll not let my life control me but i will again rise from scraps and show the world what kind of dignity i owe. M still in the process and m sure one day when the sun will rise saying... " GOOD MORNING CHANDAN". !!!!!
Saturday, January 14, 2006
HI ALL !!!
Finally, after so much of chaos and all those no-time excuses i am here with my own blog. Right from the first day when this blogging concept started around me i thought i was going to create my blog too. So here i am to share with you all some of my inner most feelings. Hope i present the real side of mine in these blogs. I ll try to be very original and very interesting . But, if you ever find that i am slipping off the main stream please make me over it.
Finally, after so much of chaos and all those no-time excuses i am here with my own blog. Right from the first day when this blogging concept started around me i thought i was going to create my blog too. So here i am to share with you all some of my inner most feelings. Hope i present the real side of mine in these blogs. I ll try to be very original and very interesting . But, if you ever find that i am slipping off the main stream please make me over it.
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