cant explain......


Everytime and everyday i see the mirror and say to myself chandan this day is all yours .....just go n conquer it..but many a times i let this feeling down by surrendering myself to some selfish causes of people around me....no these people are not my close ones for whom i am too much concerned but these are people who are not making any positive difference out of my life...TEACHERS as you say......this word has lost its meaning somewhere in the past... now the position of teachers has been taken aside by some teacher alike creatures who are nothing more than dictators who just to satisfy their egoistical hungers are having a feast on student's future so as to serve a purpose that by doing this the students will remember them forever...yes for one moment they succeed but have they ever thought as to doing all such deeds where would their students land... they are just killing the rational thinking amongst the students and what is left behind is a much selfish personality who has no space for feelings ..he just wants to get through his studies doing every bit of thing that can please a teacher. i never thought of doing such things in life but they are compelling me to do it. many of my batch have started opting for this cut throat competition of pleasing the teacher so as to get good grades. i cant convince myself to do such because i myself know that this is not going to help me in any way after a span of 4 or 5 yrs of life after graduation. after disgusting performances in first few semesters i started feeling that may be i am not givin the best of me.but after 6the results of last sem it made me clear about all wrong perceptions of mine. there is something called ACTIVATION ENERGY required to do well in each field of development and this is sure u cant reach that point without a catalyst or a person who can pull you off from a crowd of so called useless people.................huhhh!!!!